01 - This Scent
Hearing, sight, touch, taste failure
Sinking
Descent isn’t painless
This scent is a wet dim cage
I’m still there as I’m drowning
Reaching for the sun
Here it shines away
As I’m drowning
Reaching for the sun
Here it shines away
Hearing, sight, touch, taste failure
Hearing, sight, touch, taste failure
Smothered I float
Hearing, sight, touch, taste failure
Sinking
Descent isn’t painless
This scent is a wet dim cage
I’m still there as I’m drowning
Reaching for the sun
Here it shines away
As I’m drowning
Reaching for the sun
Here it shines away
Away
As I’m drowning
I’m reaching for the sun
Here it shines away
As I’m drowning
I’m reaching for the sun
Here it shines
02 - The Sea
Paper airplanes are drawing twisted lines
I got lost in a maze
I must separate flesh and bones from myself
Wild
Just like the sea
Wild
Just like the sea
I got lost in a maze
I must separate flesh and bones from myself
Miles away from home
Can you take it all and leave it far behind
I got lost in a maze
I must separate flesh and bones from myself
Wild
Just like the sea
Wild
Just like the sea
Just like the sea
It’s dreadful and changeless
The sea is peaceful and endless
The sea is powerful and restless
Powerful and restless
03 - Walking On Sand
But I can’t find my way back home
I still believe
I stand on my feet though I’m walking on sand
But my steps slow down
I can’t raise my legs from the ground
But I still believe
I stand on my feet though I’m walking on sand
And those tears mark my face
My hands are just shadows through the haze
But I still believe
I stand on my feet though I’m walking on sand
But my desires
They are free
So keep your eyes away
Away from my desires
Cause they’re free
So keep your eyes away
Still my steps slow down
My lips move but they won’t make a sound
My eyes cannot see
I close them and yet I keep walking on sand
Where’s the ending? Where’s the start?
Where’s anybody? Where’s your god?
Should I still believe and stand on my feet though I’m walking on sand?
Walking on sand
But my desires
They are free
So keep your eyes away
Away from my desires
Cause they’re free
So keep your eyes away
I still hold on
But I can’t find my way back home
I still believe
I stand on my feet though I’m walking on sand
04 - XII
05 - Create Mutate Erase
Words can be so easy to ignore
I’m drinking apathy
You can’t turn me into yourself
This can’t be happening
Is this what you believe in?!
A shining jar full of nothing
To drown my self esteem
Try me, show me your true self
Prophet, here’s the deal
Why don’t you save yourself and leave me here?
Expectation pregnancy
Why don’t you save yourself and leave me here?
Create, mutate, erase
Sorry I can’t be saved
Prophet, here’s the deal
Why don’t you save yourself and leave me here?
Expectation pregnancy
Why don’t you save yourself and leave me here?
Leave me here
Leave me here
Leave me here
Leave me here
06 - Sirens' Call
The pier stands still
Like siren’s call
Waves lure me in
There’s light, faith, tears, blame
There’s cold lies, fireflies
There’s life, pain, fear and shame
There’s soul, There’s fire
There’s true desire
There’s light, faith, tears, blame,
Cold lies, fireflies,
There’s life, pain, fear, shame and soul
No more
07 - Father
It’s been so long I can call it ever
Sometimes I wished it’d never end
But cold and sharp it finally came
Now you’re closing in with your broken wings
While I’m losing all my childish dreams
Father, tell everyone I’m dead
Cause I feel like my time is over
Tell everyone I’m dead
And so the storm is weakening
I tried to stand before its eye
I tried to face it but there’s no way
No way out and no way in
Now you’re closin’ in with your broken wings
While I’m losing all my childish dreams
I’m sure you’re bleeding cause you stabbed your soul
And you buried your feelings to let this all cold
Father, tell everyone I’m dead
Cause I feel like my time is over
Tell everyone I’m dead
Tell everyone I’m dead
Father,
Cause I feel like my time is over
Father,
Tell everyone I’m dead
Cause I feel like my time is over
Tell everyone I’m dead
Cause I feel like my time is over
Tell everyone I’m dead
08 - Slow Fall
Through the cracks of shallow souls
Now I know, you won’t slow me down
Slow me down
Now on the 19th floor I am sure
I’ve been feasting on my own spilling gore
You won’t slow me down
Slow me down
I can’t sit and wait
When faith is overcome by fate
Flying to 14th floor all is sore
Pain is spreading through the core of my bones
You won’t slow me down
Slow me down
Right past the 13th floor what I saw
Life was nothing but a blood sucking hole
You won’t slow me down
Slow me down
I could not sit and wait
When faith was overcome by fate
See the 11th floor, I dread the call of these sudden rumbling drums of my war
Can’t you slow me down?
Can’t you slow me down?
It comes the 7th floor, the war I lost
I remember how it felt on that shore
Will you slow me down?
4th floor silence falls
3rd floor was I wrong
2nd floor it is no more
1st floor here I’m done
You’ve just let me down
09 - Close Enough
I am touching
I am biting teeth on leather
And I am a secret
I am a far plane
I am a raindrop felt on velvet
I am a loaded gun
I am a bleeding wound
I am paint between the fingers
And I am a deep breath
I’m the smell of sex
I am the wind of change
Can’t you find a little solace
I’m close enough
As I fall to the ground the world remains in silence
Cause I am a dead end
I am a red sky
I am slipping with no gravity
And I am a frequency you can’t hear
I am fainting
I am the distance
And I am the need to run
I am a lonely cloud
I am holding back the anger
And I am nothing but a mute sound
In this world of noise
Can’t you find a little solace
I’m close enough
As I fall to the ground the world remains in silence
I’m close enough
Close enough
And I’m close enough
As I fall to the ground
And I’m close enough
As I fall to the ground
Can’t you find a little solace
I’m close enough
As I fall to the ground the world remains in silence
I’m close enough
Close enough
And I’m close enough
As I fall to the ground
And I’m close enough
As I fall to the ground
10 - Save Our Ship
We need assistance ASAP
Somebody please get us out of here
We need assistance storm approaching
“Hiding is worthless my friend, I’m calling your name”
Behold
Hope leads to fear
But there’s no one, no one
And no one will save our ship
Transmit a low frequency signal
Where is the assistance do you read me?
Waves are about to swallow us up
We need assistance storm approaching
“Hiding is worthless my friend, I’m calling your name”
Behold
Hope leads to fear
But there’s no one, no one
And no one will save our ship
It’s calling my name
I’m not afraid
Cause there’s no one, no one
No one will save our ship
I’m calling you
Calling your name
Behold
Hope leads to fear
But there’s no one, no one
And no one will save our ship
It’s calling my name
I’m not afraid
Cause there’s no one, no one
And no one will save our ship
11 - Rise
Nothing but light
Sheets were so soft and clear
Too tired to rest
A word in my head (breathe)
Memories are so unreal
Rain on my skin
Where am I?
Nails on my throat
Down on my knees
Am I awake?
Pain is not fake
A voice in my head screams
Breathe, before you choke
Scream, you’re born again
I walked outside and saw the clouds
Tomorrow now lies in your hands
I’ll rise again
I opened my eyes
Nothing but light
Hidden shapes of fear
Silence is frail, a word and it’s dead
I’m not insane I swear
12 - The End
13 - Mantra
The sun arose from mother ship
It burned the sword but spared the seed
The sea arose from mother sword
It choked the sun but spared the seed
The sand arose from mother sun
It dried the sea but spared the seed
The ship arose from mother sea
It stole the sand but spared the seed
The sword arose from mother sand
It sank the ship but spared the seed